Candles to burn -

Candles to burn -

Candles to burn
Something to learn
As I lay here and yearn
For something I thought
I have earned
I feel spirit here by
my side.
My heart is open wide
For miracles and signs
I see flashes of light
and magic moments
Of life -

April Joy

Become untangled -

Become untangled -

Well okay, who are you? Not what you do? But who' are you? I honestly am not going to say I am an expert. Self-hood, self-less, self-undoing, selfish. What is a self? Like when I say that. I think.. I see myself doing what I enjoy. I see the quietude of myself. I see a simpler version of myself. Like at the most mundane, I enjoy yoga and praying, but it could just be a phase. I change alot and I accept that too. At the highest level of me, I enjoy a healthy new challenge and low level risks that push me forward. Notice I said low level, because lol I enjoy being cautious and love feeling safe as well. So all in all, I just thought out loud about my 'self'.
I forget to also mention that after I enjoy a safety zone for too long I enjoy becoming untangled and starting over to pursue my deep down desires.
In pursuit of: Who am I?

April -

A flower for a dancer -

A flower for a dancer -

How beautiful to see. She's fluid and dancing so gloriously. Flowers are a must for the dancer that holds us. We are captivated, but she is captivated most. And to that performance, I say, Let's toast!

April -

Understanding at Starbucks -

Understanding at Starbucks -

So I am sitting here at Starbucks
staring out of the window of course. I live in Washington, so yes it is a rainy fall day. 

In twenty minutes I will be meeting a new family to possibly part time nanny for. I am in a yes phase, but not yes to others. More of a yes to myself. So I realize as I am sitting here that anything less than a yes will suffice.

April -

The bottom of the deck tells a story -

The bottom of the deck tells a story. I do love shuffling cards!! As I am shuffling the cards I do notice the bottom of each deck in each of my hands. The bottom of the deck sort of shows me a little story kinda like a flip book. As I shuffle I get trance like as I watch this story unfold underneath. As I begin to watch expectantly and flip over each bundle of cards I find more and more of a mystery beneath.

April - 

Smokin shoes - Which one?

The light within -

The more light you allow within you, the brighter the world you live in will be -
- Shakti

The Sun -

Your own inner light - Full of life, joy and energy - Bring it out to play - See the light shining on a situation - So that you may see what was in the way - Here comes the sun - 

Tarot Card - Radiant Rider-Waite 

Anchor -

What anchors you to feel each moment fully - Inspiration, people, places, things - There is no wrong answer - Feel now - 

Calling -

Have you found your calling - Are you ready to answer the call - 

Touch -

Art by dampdonuts - deviantart

Forget it -

Forget it - 

Forget what you have
been told, it is getting
old. 
We can just focus our
souls to be in great
alignment on our path. 
Relax to hear your 
messages of life. 
They will in fact lead 
to what could be right. 
While living this path,
I have curiously 
wandered, following and
trusting sign after sign. 
We are here to share 
the beautiful and not so
beautiful parts of 
ourselves. 
In living our lives, we 
have choices to make. 
We can skate down a path,
learn from it, wake from it,
let life rip us apart, and 
forget it all. Let the chips 
fall, surrender it all. 
Come back, stand tall, 
remember the good, respect 
the bad that you thought 
you had because we have
been taught to focus on bad. 
No, glorious warrior
you see
you are not alone, it is you
and me. 

April - 

Tuning in -

Tuning in -

Well basically, tuning in
today, I feel something
shaking me up.
I am ready to get up,
clean up and step up.
I am tuning in, from within
A cherry top drink won't
get me there.
But I remember I had a
dream That I was watching
me down beneath, from up
above, but it was me in the
dream.
It was me,
watching fears dissolve
into the stream.

April -

Crescent Moon -

Crescent Moon - 

Crescent moon.. bring me
messages.

"Let there be light-"

April -

Turn up the heat -

Turn up the heat - 

Rather cool in here 
I desire the heat..
The flames the light 
the flickering. 
I love the gleam, the 
steam and all heat in 
between. 
I want to burn and burn 
more,
I want to stare into the 
flame, 
die in it's presence,
and be reborn just the 
same. 
Deep light ingrained
in raging flames. 

April - 

Sweet pouty mouth -

Sweet pouty mouth - 

Loving out loud, living a
rare dream. I taste beautiful
dreams on the tip of my 
tongue.
This moment is of 
total intricate bliss.
It is only nights like this
that I am only imagining
this. 
Feeling
every single thing and being
beautiful enroute to a lucky
inundated imagery turns
to a sweet pouty mouth 
happy to not figure a thing
out. 
I am happy I wore you, sweet 
happy matte red lippy lip. 

April - . 

Victor Nizotstev -

Together Forever -

Together Forever - 

I miss you,
Do you miss me too?

April -