Multicolored Sky -

Photo: By April 

Multicolored Sky - 

Mysterious it is, this 

pretty colorful world.

So unpredictable, we

just live and let live. 

Do you notice the 

different shades of

the sky from day to 

night?

In the sky I witness

both light and dark, a 

beautiful presentation

of what lies within our

heart. 

I am amazed by the 

beautiful hue of this 

perfect shade of blue.

The limitless sky is

so fascinating to me.

So breathtaking as far

as the eye can see. 

April - 

Mind Gaze -

Photo: By April 

Mind Gaze -

I sat there at the stop light. 
My mind was wandering. 
I was in a daze. 
I turned to my right and 
this view is what I see.
A kind of grassy scene
that made me feel 
peacefully.
I quickly grabbed my 
phone to capture the 
moment as my own. 
The grassy scene with 
two matching posts
on each side totally
caught me by surprise.
I felt a beautiful moment
that did not pass me by
as I sat and waited for 
the green light. 

April - 

Yellow -

Yellow -

Not red, but Hot!
A burst of light
Sunshine
Glitter
Energy
The solar plexus chakra 
in my belly. 
Color illumination
as bright as it can be.
Yellow, yellow energy
bursts inside of me. 
Solar emotions, the core
of my soul, aching to 
become whole. 
Yellow reminds me of
the sun in the sky.
So so hot, and oh so bright, 
just like the month of July.

April - 

The Universe in me -

The Universe in me - 

I feel the moonlight,
the stars, the planets,
and the ocean tides.
The universe in me keeps
my senses open wide. 
I feel driven, I feel tried,
I go within and I come
alive.
I manifest through 
passionate eyes and 
other times I release
memories and cry. 
The universe in me 
shines bright like the 
stars in the night sky. 

April - 

Life is Everything-

Life is Everything -

No one is exempt from
life's messy steps.
One foot in front of the 
other seems life's very test.
Can you raise your foot?
When comfort keeps you
staying put.
Life is everything you see.
It is most magically everything
Happiness, sadness, pain 
and joy!
If we had no language, what
would we say?
Labeling an emotion doesn't
have to be this way. 
Ride life like a magical ride
You might slip and slide,
but it doesn't keep you 
from the prize of living
a beautiful life. 

April -

Green Leafy Vegetables -

Green Leafy Vegetables - 

First thing came to mind
Vegetables -
So healthy for me
So healthy for you
Vegetables keep me 
feeling amazing.
Good for my skin and
oh so good for the
body I live in! 

April - 

Women's Rights -

Women's Rights - 

Had a few dreams of Women's Rights
So I felt it would only be right
to write! How do we balance the
truth?
Or is there a way? I really don't 
know what to say. But I had these 
two dreams within this month and 
it seems that this is still a lost dream. 
What do we really want? Is it respect? 
And if it is, How do we get it? 
If respect is given, will we get it back?
And is it as simple as that? 
I have so many questions myself 
because as I dreamt of this topic twice. 
I started to look within and
I started to go back on this journey 
that I am in. I went back to the 
beginning, From the beginning as I 
could and I guess I am trying to 
understand the inner world of a man. 
Why? Every year women call 911 in fear. 
In fear of their life, chilled to the bone, 
living in strife.
Why is it so common? I hear 
conversations of men, giving each other 
high fives thinking it is so cool to choke 
out their wives when she gets out of line. 
Why is it funny?
To hurt the person you chose to be with.
I watch the violence that kids live with
be brought to school.
I watch kids learning what they live and
it hurts me to think they might not
understand how wrong that it is.
I kept dreaming of this. Women's Rights -
During this last month and I wanted to
share my voice. I know Women's Rights
moves far beyond violence and disrespect.
It goes far beyond what I could ever type
and I know there is a lot I left out.
But because so many women have the
right to call 911 when they know that
they need.
The saddest part is that not every women
in this world has the opportunity to pick
up a phone and be freed.

April - 

The Cave -

The Cave - 

My third eye base
I come back to this place
when my inner eye needs 
some space. 
A space where my inner gaze
can be open and soothed.
Takes a dose of tranquility 
to get back in the groove. 
I once seen a cave during 
a white river rafting trip.
I seen it once and time stood still,
I felt there was nothing that felt 
more real.
I decided that day that this cave
would forever be my soothing
third eye base. 

April - 

Chiron -

Chiron - 

Reached into the depths 
of my pain that has no name
and at the end of the day
the pain that has no say.
It doesn't matter anyway.
The light rises again each 
and every day. 
Chiron sways through our 
subconscious bodies and 
heals us over time. 
I felt unfolded in many ways
taken back to my earlier days.
I am learning how to embrace
the whole being both light and dark. 
Wholeness is real and Chiron 
shows us where to heal. 

April - 

The Sweetest Feeling -

Photo: By April 

The Sweetest Feeling - 

The sweetest feeling is 
when I have believed
in my dream. 
I love to see the happy 
look on my children's face. 
I love to hug my children
and keep them feeling
safe. 
I live in joy and I like to
surprise my children with
their favorite toy.
I catch a glimpse of bliss
when my daughter signs
her letters to me saying, 
"hug and kiss".
I love the little things and 
how beautiful my son's voice
sounds when he sings. 
I like to nourish my family
and make healthy organic
food. 
Playing, relating and bonding 
bring on a good mood. 
I love the 'bonding hormone'
Oxytocin that is released in 
our body when we experience
deep trust and empathy. 
My first born daughter is 
a sweet leo astrologically 
born into the 5th house of 
my chart. 
I prayed to have a baby a
month before she was conceived
and I realize that I received 
exactly what I dreamed.
I feel blessed and nurturing 
my children gives me
the sweetest feeling. 

April - 

Tiger in my dream -

Tiger in my dream - 

A courageous survivor 
was represented in my dream 
Aside from the details in my 
dream.
Towards the end I seen 
the most amazing thing.
I seen a beautiful orange tiger
walking through a grassy field. 
She was perfectly poised as 
she was eager to put one paw
in front of another. 
I thought for a while what she
may represent. 
She was primal, focused 
and moving along intent 
to have her needs met.
I always love to analyze my 
dreams. 
I am curious about this one. 
Soon after this dream recollection
I started to see tiger pictures in 
waking life. 
Many times after my dream, I 
noticed tigers much more and 
wonder what they mean. 
And I begin to wonder what this
may be. 
What kind of sign would this 
tiger be for me?
But after a while, I started to 
visualize the tiger inside of me. 
Without a thought of combining 
the two, today I started to visualize
orange color inside and around 
me as I created an affirmation of 
my own and this is how it goes,
"I am creative, I breathe new life
into my body" and I visualize that
I am actually breathing in orange
air that surrounds me. 
I am excited about the Tiger energy.
I love analyzing my dreams and 
for now I will visualize the 
Tiger inside me.

April - 

Roots -

Roots - 

Saturday night November 16th 2013
I dreamt of an open field
and a tree connected  to soil
with extremely strong roots. 
Roots that were growing stronger
and stronger and leading into 
my home. As I woke I felt
connected to a very strong 
source.
Rooted into the core of my being.
Now truly able to see that unique
essential part of me.
I am in touch with my integrity.
And trusting that every step 
I take will bring me to a 
truly wonderous place. 
I am growing roots that are 
deep and grown in truth. 

April - 

Follow the Tide -

Follow the Tide - 

Fluidity to me has been
a synchronicity. 
I feel so fluid these days
in so many ways. 
I feel so immersed into
this fluid path. 
I love the moments that
I soak in a sea salt bath. 
I keep thinking about water
and all that it is. 
It is incredible the healing 
energy that is gives.
I feel so drawn to water
these days. 
It heals me in so many ways.
I have had dreams of water.
I have detoxed with water.
I have sent love to my water. 
I absolutely feel so immensely 
drawn to water. 
Water moves me and guides me 
so gently on my path. 
I have taken so many baths. 
I feel so fluid inside as I 
follow the tide. 

April - 

Love Spirit God Legend -

Photo chosen by my 7 year old son Sean -

Love Spirit God Legend -

We like what we like.
We are different.
Everyone pluses together.
Because we are two hearts together. 
So if you wanna gather 
and make your place 
a good world.
Stop littering to the earth
and be nice to your family. 

By my 7 year old son Sean - 

Tree Meditation -

Photo: By April 

Tree Meditation - 

Look at the leaves.  What do you see? 
What are the messages 
your spirit receives? 
To breathe, to be still.
To bring you fresh air. 
To help you release
all of your cares. 
To send you to a 
place of beauty, 
tranquility and peace. 
How beautiful, the 
healing benefits of trees. 

April - 

I set my heart free -

I set my heart free -

I set my heart free
I used to label and judge
and seek love like a drug.
Releasing the need is 
the hardest indeed.
I love space to listen
closely to my heart
beating inside. 
I close my eyes and 
enjoy my silent guide.
What feels so good,
is to release the need
to people please. 
And now I set my heart 
free to fufill my own needs. 

April - 

You make me blush -

You make me blush - 

You make me blush 
I feel so in love 
Could it be just for fun?
Or is it a real feeling
of love.
I am happy because 
you are kind. 
And we have a 
meeting of minds. 
Is this just a crush? 
Because you make 
me blush oh so much. 
You are fun and has 
my crush just begun?
Or is it only just for fun?
Do I really love you 
this much?
I have no idea
I have no clue
But in the end, 
could it be just me 
and you?

April - 

I trust what I see -

I trust what I see -

Internally -
There is this energy
that is penetrating
very deeply in me.
This wisdom is deep,
streaming through 
my dreams in my sleep.
Believe in the unseen.
There is so much we 
do not see unless we 
look underneath. . 

April -  

Please heal my heart prayer -

Please heal my heart prayer - 

Please heal my heart
At some point it has 
been torn apart.
My heart is like an
open stream of love 
given, forgiveness
and empathy unseen. 
I believe in love of
the universal kind.
Not just belonging to
one person in mind.
I breathe in this heart 
prayer and I want to 
trust once again. 
I do not believe
that one person
holds the key. 
My heart belongs to 
me, but stays open 
and free.

April - 

Her Skin -

Her Skin - 

The skin shes in. 
She feels comfortable in. 
Smooth like a dolphins fin. 
She lays in a hot bath 
with her mind wide open 
to all the possibilities inside. 
Water runs over her, caressing her mind. 
She gently traces a star on her inner thigh, 
her mind exploding inside. 
Drowning in deep sensual desire, 
her soul is set on fire. 

April - 

I am divinely open to love -

I am divinely open to love - 

I feel sweetly divinely open to love. 
Precious thoughts mirroring my dreams come to mind.
I love the idea of fun light sweet friendly love. 
A turn for the better. 
Fall comes quickly and brings on a chance to bond and even better, 
wear that favorite sweater.
I believe in the kindness of others, 
the endearing quality of love that means to care about another. 
Care about you, that is true. Self love is where it's at, 
put your needs first and never look back. 

April - 

Book Review of Women, Sex, Power & Pleasure by Evelyn Resh

Gives much food for thought on women, their lives and how intimacy plays a role or doesn't. This book shines much light on a lack of satisfaction in women's sexual lives. Bottom line is this book brings to life many obstacles perceived to be in the way of having a truly rewarding sex life. While reading this book, I thought of the anatomy of intimacy or lack thereof in ones life. If you desire a pleasurable sex life, this book will give you insight on what may be in the way of obtaining that. I received this book at no cost, for reviewing purposes. 

By April - 

http://www.amazon.com/Women-Sex-Power-And-Pleasure/dp/1401936318/ref=cm_pdp_rev_itm_title_1

Book review of Inspirer - Poetic Observations by Allen Vaysberg

Inspirer by Allen Vaysberg -

A great eclectic collection of poetry. This book has a broad range of subjects written in the authors moments of poetic observations I love the real thought provoking rawness in each poem. Allen's poems are very realistic, making them personally relatable. Beautifully colored book design feels healing and grounding. I received this book at no cost, for reviewing purposes. 

By April - 

http://www.amazon.com/Inspirer-Allen-Vaysberg/dp/1452571244/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1377480037&sr=1-1&keywords=Inspirer

Fem

Fem - 

She lives inside me, breathes into my every step
She wept and wept one night until she let go
And released it all
She brings so much heartfelt emotion to the surface
Believes with all her might in striving for what is right
In moments of silence her clarity begins to bloom
With inner peace, she hold space for great cause 
She trusts her heart, in the dark
Soaks her worries away, to end the day
She washes herself clean, continues to dream
She smiles, because once again she feels new
She is fem,
She honors her inner knowing that she can begin 
again and again and again. For the cycle never ends
Once we release what no longer serves, we begin
once again - 

April -

Pinup Salon in Seattle -

Pinup Salon in Seattle -

Peel away the layers -

Peel away the layers - 

I stand firmly rooted

in understanding of the

emotions I have been 

feeling.

I released deep long 

held conclusions that

I have believed were 

real.

I am feeling open 

and bare like a banana

without a peel.

I am feeling momentum to 

work hard at something

real that I feel will be 

practical, solid, and 

almost surreal.

April -  

Reality Strikes -

Reality strikes - 

Do not take advantage of 
your freedom.
Use your freedom well
Trust in your chance to fail
In the end all is well
Get up again and try once more
When opportunity knocks,
open the door.
Reality finds you here, ready 
to walk through the fear.
Bring in the energy source 
that you hold dear. 
Because when reality strikes,
you will be ready to take 
flight. 

April - 

Oh I bet you love that -

Oh I bet you love that - 

That passion stirring inside
The beautiful light in the 
sky
Allowing your self to feel
free tonight
I bet you love that
The feeling you get when 
your body says yes
You trust in your path
Let yourself have a blast
Release the past
And make sure that you laugh
I bet you love that
I love red so much
It adds a glorious touch
The root chakra and such
Keeps us grounded in passion
Knowing we have places 
to go
Energy to spare and a 
beautiful glow
Love what you know
but much more Love what
you will never know
That is the way to go
Love the mysterious road

April - 

I will bring light to my freedom -

Photo: by April 

I will bring light to my freedom -

Freedom is my choice
I wanna share my voice
Bring it into my vision
Once more like I envisioned
years ago, when I thought I 
could not let go.
Bringing it into focus feels like 
a rainbow in the clouds.
But much more a reality now
When I forget I know how
I search for an inner voice
to repeat you need to make 
a better choice.
Fresh start feels my mind
I thought I was going to make 
it on that path, but it was not
going to last. 
I trust myself, even when 
Neptune transits my twelfth. 
I am ready to let my hair down
as I take a steady turn on my
path.
Until I see the view that feels 
true, I will draw another bath 
and remember that my hard 
work will soon pay its dues.

April - 

Soul Cleanse -

Soul Cleanse - 

Oh this feeling of being fully 
cleansed and purified is being 
released in me
How I have longed for this time
to feel fully divine
I am so grateful to finally unwind
When I look back over time
The experiences I have had 
were part of my path
I feel the intensity rising, lifting
out of my way
Bringing me closer to the chance 
to laugh and play in a whole 
new way
I never forgot to dance
Or take a rightful stance 
But my defense is down 
I no longer feel as if I could 
drown
The essence of my soul at 
its purest, has been found 

April - 

My future wedding reception -

My future wedding reception

Who will it be, that adds playful charm 
We must wait and see, I have learned that 
love is more than ecstasy 
I want to relax in the arms of he
Watch the sunrise glistening
Sip coffee on the balcony
Play, relate, connect, talk and take walks
We laugh and take things light
Our real connection begins to take flight
There is breathing space between us 
I want to feel free while we trust and 
believe that we were truly meant to be

April - 

Bunny within me

Bunny within me

Bunny, she is there
A newness a new 
birth
Spring energy 
represents the bunny
Hopping to the next 
thing
With trust of process
unfolding
Leaping forward,
making life
Loving and nesting
preparing for the furry 
babes
The nurturer, she 
breathes new life 
into me 
The bunny within me
is starting to feel free 

April - 

Neptune Dreams

Neptune Dreams

Always not exactly what it seems
Chances are it is crystal clear
Magical, theatrical, loose ends at 
the seam
Attached to all and unattached
to nothing 
Many ethereal books sit
dusty on the shelf only read
by the Neptune dreamer 
that loves them most
She hosts ghosts more than
most
Witnesses more abstract 
revelations brought
on by right brain elevations
Tender is what it seems
Yet stronger than what
were made to believe
Neptune Dreams keep me in 
the cozy cocoon
Imagining my will, free as 
could be
Dip toes in the beautiful stream
Look down and believe
Your reflection is as magical 
as the stories in your 
Neptunian Dreams

April - 

I remember a part of me ~

I remember a part of me
A part of me that always
believes in harmony
A part of me that stays 
still when this world 
seems unreal
I remember the truth
I embrace the truth
I remember my brave nature
I have learned to savor the 
compassion of my neighbor 
I remember a part of me
The vulnerability
The empathy
The peace and
The harmony

April - 

Ducky Park

Ducky Park
My little one created
this name when she
was just a little babe
We stay until dark
This park warms her
little heart
I promise her to
stay until bedtime
We always come
back again for more
sunshine
My daughter shares
bread with our sweet
feathered friends
My first born has
loved the ducky park
from the tender age
of two
I love to watch her
light up and become
full of life
She loves swimming,
wading, playing in the
sand
To her, this is somewhat
of a Magical land
One day, we will return
and walk near the soothing
lake hand in hand

April -

Friendship ~

Friendship 
I adore you my friend
How my strength gives 
you strength
Your energy balances mine
I give you space 
We enjoy each others
place
We bring enough wine
Our thoughts intertwine 
At times we read 
each others mind
I get lost in time
I wanna go back
and rewind
Those memories of our 
play bring me peace in
so many ways
Memories of your sweet
face I will never erase
Just when we thought 
we had gone our seperate  
ways
We come back to 
each other to embrace 
another day 

April - 

Always in my dreams

Always in my dreams

I always trust and believe

It is always you in my big

dreams

My belief in you is oh so

true

You keep me seeing 

most everything

Time and time again you 

send me beautiful insight

Beautiful and wonderful

messages

Channeled, whispered,

shown, even music now

and then

You are always in my

dreams

Always, you set the 

perfect scene

There are lessons

Tremendous blessings,

because it is you that

is always in my dreams

No one else but you

could see me through

How could I not honor

all of this truth

It is always you and I

You, My higher self, you 

are always in my dreams

Keeping my senses squeaky 

clean 

My higher self, you and me,

are the oneness that I seek

April - 

Will you be there ~

Will you be there when 
life is not fair
There just to play in
my hair
Totally immersed in 
the comfort of you
Tell me you will be
there when I need
to speak my truth
You give me chills
with your stare 
Passionate energy 
permeates the air
Physicality is not what
I need most
Will you be there when
I only want to sit very
close
Or to make a toast
with a glass of wine
We change over time
I need space to change
my mind
I am taking care of me
Will you be there when
my creativity becomes
first priority

April - 

She Dances ~

She dances
To the beat of her own heart
A movement so natural to her
She releases herself to her own rhythm
Loves her own hips
Guided by her fancy feet
She dances for herself
Not for anyone else
Her passion is her dance
She needs no instruction or class
Beautiful she is
She rocks her body like nobodys biz

April - 

The Colors of our Soul -

The colors of our soul
Begging to be told
Mysteries of our soul
What resides there
Lets listen closely to
the messages that stream
almost always readily 
available to me
Why do I believe
I see so many synchronicities
I feel all that is unseen
My world is filled with colors
Chakras clear and I 
embrace each year
I try to abandon stress
We are already blessed
Change your mind
Change your world
We are all so unique
Pour yourself into your life
Together we make one team

April - 

Electric -

I feel my energy 
swirling like the
brightest orange
surrounding my aura
I close my eyes to
imagine the color
I carry today and in
every way my body
shows me the
brightest orange
My mind is turned 
on by the sound
of electrified songs
I do not need to light
a candle today
Because my light
burns internally
Mystified by the glow
Passion fills me
If you wish, I can
light your fire and
send you on your way
If you want more
Come back
I am always ready
to play

April -