Friday, October 14, 2016
Become untangled -
Well okay, who are you? Not what you do? But who' are you? I honestly am not going to say I am an expert. Self-hood, self-less, self-undoing, selfish. What is a self? Like when I say that. I think.. I see myself doing what I enjoy. I see the quietude of myself. I see a simpler version of myself. Like at the most mundane, I enjoy yoga and praying, but it could just be a phase. I change alot and I accept that too. At the highest level of me, I enjoy a healthy new challenge and low level risks that push me forward. Notice I said low level, because lol I enjoy being cautious and love feeling safe as well. So all in all, I just thought out loud about my 'self'.
I forget to also mention that after I enjoy a safety zone for too long I enjoy becoming untangled and starting over to pursue my deep down desires.
In pursuit of: Who am I?
Thursday, October 13, 2016
Understanding at Starbucks -
So I am sitting here at Starbucks
staring out of the window of course. I live in Washington, so yes it is a rainy fall day.
In twenty minutes I will be meeting a new family to possibly part time nanny for. I am in a yes phase, but not yes to others. More of a yes to myself. So I realize as I am sitting here that anything less than a yes will suffice.
Wednesday, October 12, 2016
The bottom of the deck tells a story. I do love shuffling cards!! As I am shuffling the cards I do notice the bottom of each deck in each of my hands. The bottom of the deck sort of shows me a little story kinda like a flip book. As I shuffle I get trance like as I watch this story unfold underneath. As I begin to watch expectantly and flip over each bundle of cards I find more and more of a mystery beneath.